Atop again— still. Facing West— cuddled by the evening breeze. Commanding the heart-stopping Pennine extent. The sun through high, thin, opalescent clouds, setting in a finally familiar sky. No thoughts, no more struggle. No sound, save that of the air in and out of the nostrils and the barely audible roar of a tractor up the slope a mile away. One more minute breathing in deeply, then some buried childhood prayer dug out prior to running back.